Another Sunday

Sundays always make me feel like I have another chance for a new start. Sundays mean the end of one week and the start of a brand new one. That's why tonight I went to Shoppers (my very favorite drug store!) to search around for healthy snacks and fitness mags to increase my get fit motivation. I hope being slightly frivolous will actually help me...we will see.

Also, another inspiration is watching Sex and the City episodes. Every leading lady on the show is in super good shape, and I admire them so much. The fashion, the witty lines, the style, and the city are all great inspiration to me to finally get in shape. Another real-life inspiration is my friend Mel. We went walking today on one of the first days that felt like summer, and her legs in shorts look amazing! I WISH I was that toned and sleek. Damn her for inheriting good genes. I wish I had the same luck. Of course I know, If I really want it, I have to work for it! And I need to truly try harder! I don't want this to be another wasted summer!

I think losing weight would be easier if I scheduled my days by routine. That's why it'd be great if I got the bank teller job at Credit Union for the summer. That way I'd be at work during the day and my evenings and weekends would be free to work out and keep my diet on track. I know it's just an excuse, since if I really want this it shouldn't matter what my schedule is, but I still think it'd be easier.

Another reason to work my ass off and get in shape is dating. I haven't been on a real date in a long time, and I kind of really miss having a boyfriend. I know it's kind of difficult since I've been going back and forth between the city and Portage every summer, but still... the summers make me crave that type of connection that I haven't had in a long time. I think If I was smaller (and therefore cuter!) I would meet someone equally as cute and awesome! I thought I did meet someone cute and awesome but he turned into an asshole. I really hate thinking that all guys are jerks...but the ones I end up with usually are, and that just makes me think that its my fault. It's a little depressing to think about. Either way, I gotta go... Let's hope this week turns out better! I need willpower!

xoxo Renee